omgomgomg. hahahah. today was funnn
(:
♥sangee
i need to get my eyebrows doneeee. ): but its gonna hurt like shit,
ive been sick all week. and it feels so yucky.
so many things have been happening and ive been so clueless till last night. hahaha, someone updated me in point form. HAHA.
anyway, AQILA'S CONCERT IS COMINGG. and i promised niro i'd wear a dress this time. hahaha hopefully i try not to wear shorts insidee. hahahaha. AND NESSA'S PERFORMANCE IS ALSO COMINGGG. (: the 10/11 of us are gonnna meet againnn :D
okay im only blogging cos im dead bored. my brother has been out every single day of the holidays and he still can't get enough. my mum and brother can be really childish sometimes. i was just laughing at them last nite. so super childish. and im caught inbetween like an idiot.
now he's getting ready to go somewhere leaving his sick sister all alone. asshole.
okay byeee.
♥sangee
PROJECT WORK IS OVAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,
(:
tues, 10th nov
♥sangee
It's only been less than a year and i think we've become quite fond with one another (:
I love the people in the picture and as well as the guys. sadly, i won't join them in their road to As next year which brings down my smile.
But then again, its not like i didnt expect it nor it wasn't going to happen right. AND, it's not like they're gone. We're still friends. We're still awesome. (:
Its been AGES since i last blogged. Deepavali went pretty fine. (: I had a good time.
Im really sick of being so skinny. I mean like, im not being skinny on purpose. I do not go on diets and i do not think im fat. I am not anorexic. IM NOT. I very much wanna put on weight. Not fats, not muscles. But i dont wanna look skinny. Skinny is not pretty. And its not sexy. The only reason I look not too bad is cos im short. So i dont look skinny but I on the whole look SMALL.
Which isnt that good either right?
I learnt a new way to gain lean muscles and not fats. :D
But im not sure how effective it is. But no harm trying right. I need to eat stuff that are rich in proteins. Like soya, tofu, beans and nuts. Also, i gotta drink whole milk. I really dont know whats whole milk. As in, is it the same as full cream milk? Does marigold count ? Im so goddamn lazy to ask yahoo.
And so im going to put this into practice for the next six months and jaaniro and suriya are going to help me check if its working. :D:D:D
3rd Nov, 10.04pm
♥sangee
im not complaining. really,
i just want things to be right. life isnt about getting As, getting scholarships.
what happened to doing what you're best at and loving what you're doing?
i wasnt born to please others, was i?
when can i start doing what consists of my interest uh,
life sucks.
anyway, deepavali is coming to brighten up things. but results are also coming to make life even more miserable than it already is.
thanks for everhting man,
thanks ma for all my suits. ive got like in total four suits for deepavali. HAHA. crazzzzaayye.
3 punjabi suits and one lenga. still waiting to see how the lenga will turn out. weds!
thurs going with surriet to buy him clothes. HAHA,
dowan yishun. wait all the indian guys see you =.=
in my head : ALL THE INDIAN GIRLS SEE YOU LA.
nineteeeeeeeeen minutes to sandaran's bday (:
seeya mamas'
♥sangee
i hate it. i really really hate it.
you work so hard and everything doesnt work the way you want it to.
ive never studied and crammed and feared so much for any exam before. this was the first time. not even O levels.
gp, crapped. essay was like way off point. compre not too bad luh.
bio, holy shit. blanked out at essay qn on dna. like arghhhhhhhhh, but got hope.
econs, dont ask. i gave up on it remember? but nessa studied so hard for it and even she was upset after the paper. i really hope she does well for it.
maths. i hate you. i really really hate you. you were so nice to me in the revision packages. so nice to me in past promo papers. so nice to me all the time till yesterday. i really really hate you. gosh you suck,
chem on monday.
im scared.
maybe should start considering poly courses.
should have done it the first time.
life sucks,
goodnight.
♥sangee
